At least she isn’t stupid enough to get pregnant. Seriously? Does this seem like a joke to him? What the hell! Congratufuckinglations! I can’t believe you would cheat on me and throw 3 years in the trash!” “What the fvck am I doing here? I came here to surprise you and announce that you are going to be a father. That’s when I started feeling overly hot, like a fire was burning inside of me. “Seriously Kenzi, what the fvck are you doing here? Get the fvck out! Can't you see I'm busy?” What was I doing here? He seriously has the guts to ask that? What the hell was he doing making out with the blond bimbo if he was dating me? “What the fvck are you doing here? We aren’t supposed to see each other till Saturday” He yells at me His eyes got big as he let go of the bimbo in his arms. It’s like my whole world just stopped turning, and that’s when he noticed me. To my surprise, I walked in on him and some chick making out, an open bottle of wine and 2 glasses on the kitchen island. I have a key so, as usual, I let myself in. Who knows right? I made it to his apartment by 7. Plus I want to look good if this surprise news makes him decide to propose to me. Steve is always home late anyways so I figured I’d take the time and make sure I looked good. Then I stopped home to wrap them up and get changed. They were so tiny and delicate with a little yellow ribbon around the top. As soon as classes were over, I rushed to the cute little baby store a block away and got some adorable little yellow crocheted baby slippers. I knew I was ready for my exams and I couldn’t wait to surprise Steve. I needed to let him know sooner rather than later. We weren’t supposed to see each other till after my exams but I couldn’t wait for this weekend. I would wrap them up and surprise him at his place. I ended up deciding to go shopping for a pair of baby shoes after my exams tomorrow. So many cute ideas popped up on my screen. I was a strong and smart woman and I could do this! Having finished my pep talk, I start googling ideas on how to announce the news to Steve. Sure, this is not how I had envisioned things, but I could roll with the punches. I was almost done with school and was about to move into Steve’s place. I'm an hour into my TV show and I’m finally starting to feel better about the situation. Nothing better to make me forget about my predicament than to watch plenty of drama on TV. I flip though the channels on TV and decide on the Bachelor. I might as well eat my emotions since I don’t know what to do with myself right now. I make myself a bowl of ice cream, chocolate mint, my favorite. Plus his family is very well off, maybe they could help? And sure enough, as I take a peek at the test I had left on the counter, 2 blue lines are visible. He graduated last year and now works in finance. Was I going to be able to get a job? Who hires a pregnant chick? And if I don’t have a job will Steve be able to support us? He does have a good job. Would Steve be happy? We haven’t really talked about having kids. So many thoughts popping in and out of my brain. This has been the longest 2 minutes of my life. Finish school, move in with Steve, get married, buy a house and then, and only then, we were to have children. Thank God my roommate was gone for the day, I didn't need any witnesses. As soon as I get home I race to the toilet. I have never been happier for the self-serve counter as I could feel my shame creep up on my face as I buy the pregnancy test. I’m freaking out, I need to get to the pharmacy ASAP. 6 weeks!!! We were being careful, I was on the pill. I try remembering when my last period was…6 weeks. I’m racking my brain trying to figure it out…Sh!t. I can’t put my finger on it but I feel like something's off. I’ve been feeling super tired lately, I don’t know if it’s just because I’ve been studying late each night for my finals or if it's something else. I can’t wait!!! But of course it had to be too good to be true and my world came crumbling down. I’m really hoping he will ask me to marry him once we move in together this summer. We met my first year of college at a frat party and have hit it off since then. As soon as I graduate, I’ll be able to move in with my long-time boyfriend Steve. I can’t wait to start working and helping people. In just a few weeks I'll have my bachelors in nursing. I’m 22, I live in the dorms, study hard to keep up my 4.0 GPA and of course I go to the occasional party. My name is Kenzi and I’m your average college student.
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